rain

I strongly believe that the rain has a way to pull outt the deepest of our emotions, that we have had buried for a long time . It's been a few days since i lost someone precious to me and my method of coping was to distract myself , but today when it started raining - all that resolve vanished and the memories started coming back , i realised what i was trying to run away from . The weight on my chest was almsot too much but also i found some comfort in the rain - i felt like i was allowed to grive as long as it was raining. The rain brought me back to face reality, idk how long it will take me to move on from this but i know that i needed this rain today to take a step forward.