Anonimo
exams !
In just a month or less then a month my examinations and I am not prepared yet 🥲🥺 like studying but not prepared not have that confidence and that really fears avery night and this fear increase when I give mock test and get less marks ,
As being humanities student there is just government sector option because we don't have any skill certificate or expertise so mostly students choose the path of preparing government exams like SSC ,UPSC, PSC , and various other exams
Being a government job preparing aspirant is not easy though I am not comparing any field, students of science side or with any specification also face this toughness but although there is a certainty afterall but person like me who have just simple bachelor of arts degree, people often judge us just by knowing that we have done B.A.
And when we step into preparing for gov. exams , our parents except us to fill and clear every exam, any vacancy comes in any department they just tell us to fill that form without knowing what we want what we expect ourselves to be and if we refuse they think that we don't have that capability, we can not do it , we can not make it
I have failed in two exams before and these results have become like a stamp on me a stamp of inability, a stamp of mistrust, a stamp of neglegance unti i succeed further and this thing really hurts me .
Noone sees your efforts, those sleepless nights, those fearful eyes, your notebooks filled with practice questions, your hands colord with blue ink , yes noone looks at these things they just see is your success or failure.
What you are feeling is I believe what every student feels who cares about their future. I remember feeling this too as a student. I would study a lot but would feel that I would go blank during the exam.
You’ve put into words something so many aspirants quietly experience. A failed exam can become a label in other people’s eyes, but it doesn’t become a definition of your ability. They may only see the result; they don’t see the hours, the fear, the revisions, the mock tests, or the courage it takes to sit down and try again. With less than a month left, you don’t need to prove your entire future—you just need to keep showing up for the next paper. Your previous results are chapters, not your conclusion. 🤍📚
That fear before exams is honestly so real, especially when you are studying but still feel like you haven’t done enough. Mock tests can make it worse when the marks don’t match the effort you’re putting in. But one bad score doesn’t decide how prepared you’ll eventually be. There’s still time to work on the weak areas and build that confidence slowly. Don’t let the fear convince you that you can’t do it.