Coffee

At this point i don't drink coffee to keep myself awake instead i wake up to drink coffee. Literally my whole mood depends on whether i have had my coffee or not. And i am tryna fix it , because it isn't a good thing to be so dependant on smtg and also because my mother has statred hiding my coffee kah stash 😔🥀 . I am literally like middle aged people dependent on tea , the only difference is that my choice of drug is coffee . It's not even expansive coffee , i only ever have Nescafe or bru , can't afford starbucks . YET. soon someday I guess but for right now i think it's time to let go of this addic6or atleast try to .